No More of Us.for 4 years, I don't know if you already knew this,No More of Us. by CherishKay
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but you've circled my heart;
every beat of it.
I've even tried to break the cycle,
"my infatuation will end,
we will end."
I've tried to prepare my self for that day, every day
every chat, I would say
"here is the end, it's going to happen."
it didn't happen.
and well, I have no idea if I was disappointed or not.
I loved you
despite how much logic I would try to fill myself up with,
it didn't work,
I still loved you.
While every moment in denial,
not putting too much out there
and trying to keep
myself from I suppose obsession,
I would beat myself up
over daydreaming such things about
being hugged in your arms and
smiling so big because your presence was with mine.
but I've always known that there will be an ending,
a deadly ending where we would be
no more, " Nada "
and only just a heart ache left behind.
I wonder how it would end,
who's fault it would be?
mine or his?
or just fate its